My parents were calling, asking how it was.. But I couldn't say anything.. First thing what I did, I went to sleep, because I was so tired, so tired from emotions and feelings that I had inside, that I brought from there..
I felt in love more and more. And all these nice people that I met, all conversations that I had. I felt like growing up every hour.
You know, it feels, that they found my button, took it out and blow me up with fresh, warm , full of buterflies air.. Yeah, like an air mattress ;D and now I am just smiling and flying around! Like I was supposed to be all the time before.
I learn so many new things, so many new lessons.
But the most importat - they remind me, the thing that I knew all my life ' LIFE IS NOT HARD, UNFAIR OR COMPLICATED. NO. EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU, YOUR POINT OF VIEW, HOW YOU ARE LOOKING AT IT AND THE WAY HOW YOU DECIDE TO LIVE YOUR LIFE'.
Huh.. So I spend my 5 days, every day traveling, and moving from one place to another.. Because I wanted to meet my all friends, so spend at least few hours with them.
First day I stay in Joyce's and Alessandro place! With nice nice dinner, conversations, warm atmosphere and feeling like at home. Dancing! Alessandro special Elvis movement! ;D
I even had my own room. :}}
Second day morning I was spending alone at home, with king breakfast, movies, dances and waiting for Joyce coming back from home. And then I went to Maastricht, to see my lovely Justina. We had a bit arguments and misunderstendings from the last time that I saw her.. so I felt a bit unconfortable and didn't know what I can expect.. But, now I can say, that ouu! I had such a great time with her! We were talking and talking day and night.. But she is very okey, studying a lot, living in nice student hostel and has really nice classmates! ;D So first night we started with tekila, then martini and finished with the beer in the bar.. I don't know why, how and so on, but next day I spend in the bed. Totally all day. Crying and laughting and saying ' ei, it's my holidays, I supposed to have nice time, not lie in the bed and throw up all day.. But, ei, doesn't matter, she was all the time next, nicely trying take care of me! But then , in the evening we had big friday dinner party! A lot of people cooked food, and then all of us were sitting and eating and drinking together.. ;D of course after one beer I felt better and decide that I must go to the city, because ei, Twee Heren is my favorite bar in The Netherlands.. So we went, few dances, few more drinks.. and came back :} but still, it was SO COOL. ;D
And saturday all afternoon we spend in our teachers house, nicely talking , sharing ideas about future plans.. :} And then I went to Breda, to meet Grego! We had nice nice dinner and coctails in Ayeshas restaurant..And then we went out with Ayesha to few clubs, to see the best bartender I ever saw - Mike!
Sunday. We had amazing amazing sunday breakfast with Ayesha! Having fun, smiling all the time! How crazy and good she is! And then I spend almost all day with Mike in his bar.. Talking talking talking and talking. And buf. Mike is amazing guy. So positive, so full of enrgy with big smile all the time and yeah, really really nice! Then in the evening I came back to my lovely family in Rotterdam! We were sitting all evening with Joyce on the sofa, talking talking and Mr Balgera was making dinner with his two Italian friends! Then Joyce washed my clothes, cut my hair.. and the I felt like aw.. It's so nice when someone is taking care of you!
|Why I love you so much?!|
And Monday Balgera brought me to station I bought milinion stroopwafles and went to train to Brussels.. then after few hours I went back to London..
Huh.. and more more things. Secret things. Small. Big. Important. Stupid. That I done. And didn't do. ;D That I said and showed. But it was wonderful. Just be there. Sit, drink tea and just at Joyce, Ayesha or Justina.
And I really started to thing about moving back to Holland..
So I made list of the things that I love the most there:
* Joyce ( still my perfect women)
*Ayesha ( most positive and shiny girl I ever met)
*Mike ( just becoming my super hero)
*Maastricht ( the place where you don't feel the time, where everything is so beautiful and peaceful)
*Breda (I just love that city, I feel like at home there)
*A lot of water everywhere ( small rivers, lakes)
*TRAINS ( I love to travel by trains in Holland! Just there people are so nice on the trains! All the time, when I am traveling somewhere I meet so interesting people! This time, it was one old gentelmen.. I sit in front of him, because train was full and just one place left.. He was looking quite strange at me, but after 2 minutes he started to talk w.. but yeah, I said that I can't speak dutch, soo he was very impressed and asked where I am from, what I am doing here.. then we start to talk about London, about Paris, Copenhagen, Amterdam and all big cities where I or he have been.. He was telling me about the train, which is going from Russia to China, about big shoes factory in the next city.. about many many things that I didn't know.. sometimes, he looked like felling asleep, and then again he started to speak.. ;D and in the end of our trip, he looked at me and said.. ' So you are young girl, alone traveling around the World.' And I felt so nice! I felt like doing someting big, I remember all my dreams when I was small, and I was thinking, ou, Miss Venckute, your are going right way, your are fllowing your dreams, but please, keep your eyes open, do everything with love and keep on living the life you want!
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