Amazing, my beautiful Holland!

I didn't know how to start.. Which words I should use, what to say..
My parents were calling, asking how it was.. But I couldn't say anything..  First thing what I did, I went to sleep, because I was so tired, so tired from emotions and feelings that I had inside, that I brought from there..
I felt in love more and more. And all these nice people that I met, all conversations that I had. I felt like growing up every hour.
You know, it feels, that they found my button, took it out and blow me up with fresh, warm , full of buterflies air.. Yeah, like an air mattress ;D and now I am just smiling and flying around! Like I was supposed to be all the time before.
I learn so many new things, so many new lessons.

But the most importat -  they remind me, the thing that I knew all my life ' LIFE IS NOT HARD, UNFAIR OR COMPLICATED. NO. EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU, YOUR POINT OF VIEW, HOW YOU ARE LOOKING AT IT AND THE WAY HOW YOU DECIDE TO LIVE YOUR LIFE'.

Huh.. So I spend my 5 days, every day traveling, and moving from one place to another.. Because I wanted to meet my all friends, so spend at least few hours with them.

First day I stay in Joyce's and Alessandro place! With nice nice dinner, conversations, warm atmosphere and feeling like at home. Dancing! Alessandro special Elvis movement! ;D
I even had my own room. :}}

Second day morning I was spending alone at home, with king breakfast, movies, dances and waiting for Joyce coming back from home. And then I went to Maastricht, to see my lovely Justina. We had a bit arguments and misunderstendings from the last time that I saw her.. so I felt a bit unconfortable  and didn't know what I can expect.. But, now I can say, that ouu! I had such a great time with her! We were talking and talking day and night.. But she is very okey, studying a lot, living in nice student hostel and has really nice classmates! ;D So first night we started with tekila, then martini and finished with the beer in the bar.. I don't know why, how and so on, but next day I spend in the bed. Totally all day. Crying and laughting and saying ' ei, it's my holidays, I supposed to have nice time, not lie in the bed and throw up all day.. But, ei, doesn't matter, she was all the time next, nicely trying take care of me! But then , in the evening we had big friday dinner party! A lot of people cooked food, and then all of us were sitting and eating and drinking together.. ;D of course after one beer I felt better and decide that I must go to the city, because ei, Twee Heren is my favorite bar in The Netherlands.. So we went, few dances, few more drinks.. and came back :} but still, it was SO COOL. ;D

And saturday all afternoon we spend in our teachers house, nicely talking , sharing ideas about future plans.. :} And then I went to Breda, to meet Grego! We had nice nice dinner and coctails in Ayeshas restaurant..And then we went out with Ayesha to few clubs, to see the best bartender I ever saw - Mike!

Sunday. We had amazing amazing sunday breakfast with Ayesha! Having fun, smiling all the time! How crazy and good she is! And then I spend almost all day with Mike in his bar.. Talking talking talking and talking. And buf. Mike is amazing guy. So positive, so full of enrgy with big smile all the time and yeah, really really nice! Then in the evening I came back to my lovely family in Rotterdam! We were sitting all evening with Joyce on the sofa, talking talking and Mr Balgera was making dinner with his two Italian friends! Then Joyce washed my clothes, cut my hair.. and the I felt like aw.. It's so nice when someone is taking care of you!

Why I love you so much?!

And Monday Balgera brought me to station I bought milinion stroopwafles and went to train to Brussels.. then after few hours I went back to London..


Huh.. and more more things. Secret things. Small. Big. Important. Stupid. That I done. And didn't do. ;D  That I said and showed. But it was wonderful. Just be there. Sit, drink tea and just at Joyce, Ayesha or Justina.



And I really started to thing about moving back to Holland..

So I made list of the things that I love the most there:

* Joyce ( still my perfect women)
*Ayesha ( most positive and shiny girl I ever met)
*Mike ( just becoming my super hero)
*Maastricht ( the place where you don't feel the time, where everything is so beautiful and peaceful)
*Breda (I just love that city, I feel like at home there)
*Atmosphere
*Bars
*STROOPWAFLES
*Flowers
*Polite people
*Culture
*A lot of water everywhere ( small rivers, lakes)
*TRAINS ( I love to travel by trains in Holland! Just there people are so nice on the trains! All the time, when I am traveling somewhere I meet so interesting people! This time, it was one old gentelmen.. I sit in front of him, because train was full and just one place left.. He was looking quite strange at me, but after 2 minutes he started to talk w.. but yeah, I said that I can't speak dutch, soo he was very impressed and asked where I am from, what I am doing here.. then we start to talk about London, about Paris, Copenhagen, Amterdam and all big cities where I or he have been.. He was telling me about the train, which is going from Russia to China, about big shoes factory in the next city.. about many many things that I didn't know.. sometimes, he looked like felling asleep, and then again he started to speak.. ;D and in the end of our trip, he looked at me and said.. ' So you are young girl, alone traveling around the World.' And I felt so nice! I felt like doing someting big, I remember all my dreams when I was small, and I was thinking, ou, Miss Venckute, your are going right way, your are fllowing your dreams, but please, keep your eyes open, do everything with love and keep on living the life you want!


And all these days Sky Radio is online!


Thank you.


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London life. Part 2.JOB

Hey , hey hey!

Days are going too fast, mixing with nights, nights with lights and sometimes I just recognize that when I wake up its almost dark outside.

You know, what I am going to say, that adults life its really so hard! I never thought how difficult everything could be. So kids, for those who are still at school, university, studying, having parties, maybe living in your parents house or students hostel, buf, please stop complain about how your parents are strict, your neighbours noisy or you need to study too much. Hell no, when you will sit on your ass, you will see that everything what you were calling 'difficult' its nothing compare what you have now!

Now its my sixst month, that I am living in London. Such a big, noisy and beautiful city, you can say. Yes, it is. Its just depends from which side you will look. For me it took four months too understood, that its really nice and maybe sometimes I even can enjoy it!
So I am going to tell my story..Because I dont know why , but a lot of people are writing to me and saying,wow, how amazing life you have, I am jealous and so on.. Buf then I stop and think.. I dont know, really. I will tell you my story then you can think about how nice it is. ;D


So, the begining is. There is more or less two things in my life at the moment.

JOB

I am still working in perfect hotel in restaurant.( I even had small photo session, so now all people could see my picture in the main website, in the bar picture -> http://www.thistle.com/hotels/united_kingdom/london/thistle_kensington_gardens/index.html?tmcampid=5&tmad=c&tmplaceref=ggl2_thl_2046&gclid=CJjAxKSTu6wCFQRP4Qodvj_Cow)

I really dont like to work in 4 stars hotel, because you need to follow a lot of strict rules, behave in adult way and bla bla..   But we have a lot of nice people here , so it makes work much better! We have very nice supervisor, our lovely Akshay, which is the biggest teacher for me, not just in work , but also in my private life! I am so happy that I met him, he is really smart, cool and funny guy! And there is Clement, crazy French guy, from Pariiis. All girls felt in love with him, when he came, because he really looks like hot guy, but not me, no no, we are like brothers! I really like to listen all his stories, because wuf, I dont remember when I met guy with such a interesting and crazy past! And we have Antti, estonian guy, I still don't know what kind of person he is.. Sometimes he is nice, sometimes you even can not be next to him.. And we have a lot of nice kitchen guys! Olaf, Rafal, crazy polish guys! And Vince with nice tattoos on this hands and his hands look so soft and smooth that when you see them, you want to touch it! ;D But he is really nice guy! And there is Juliano and Luan, crazy brazilian guys! So, as you can see, I am just one girl all the time , so I am getting a lot of attention.. But yeah, not this kind of attention that girls would like to have .. Like stupid attention like making fun of me, or just someone walking around and all the time saying ' Simona Simona Simona..', putting salt into my tea.. And sometimes they are doing stupid things that even it hurts.. physically as well.. But more or less, I found a lot of nice and interesting people there! All of them very friendly and smiling all the time to me! One of the best is Italian Andrea!So empathic, friendly and smiley guy! Huging and taking care of me all the time! And Allal, who is becoming my big big life teacher! He is smiling every day and trying to show me how amazing things we have around! And Shashank and Irfan... Really really nice people!

  And people who are coming for lunch, dinner, drinks are very friendly, almost all of them are a bit older, like nice old couples from Australia, who are travelling around the world and so on.. And sometimes big business people are coming with they employees from company, with nice suits, girls with long dresses, very fancy ones. And we have our VIP guest, that they are staying in our hotel once in a week and so on.  And there is Mr Banks, and Mr Minet, my two favourite one! Mr Banks, with so sad eyes all the time, very formal gentelmen! And Mr Minet all the time trying to make jokes and order his favorite beer Stella!

oh.. I feel lost. I felt in love with this place and people.. But I am getting so tired.. All this stress, madness.. Rush.. Buf.

sometimes I get nice food! Best brocoli soup eveeer

Vinceeent

hmm.. ups. guy from the club ;D no nooo, Clemeeent ;D

;D

tiup tiuriup



sometimes we are celebrating :}



guys :}

Rafal ;}}

Akshay :}}}

Andrea!!

Huge. Full. Sticky. LONDON

Its been like two months already, when I am away from home..

Home, such a strange word. Exatctly now I cant say where is my home.. Some people say '.. home is where your heart is ..' some - 'home is where your family' or 'home is where you feel happy and you would like to live all the time'..
So at this moment I cant say where is my home..
But new step in my life, big challenge - LONDON.
All the time I said that I hate big cities and I wouldnt like to live  in them.. But here I am ! In one of the biggest and most crowded city in Europe..

First month was terrible. Loosing friend . Yes, she left me because of guy. ;D Beeing alone. And finally my lovely cousin Santacka left London. So yeah.
But I survive!
Secont month - found job. My family came here. More new people. Finally started to adapt here.


Third month. Getting better. Moved to nice place. Feeling safe. Having fun with new friends. My Juste came back from holidays!

Yeah. All news. It doesnt sound so nice everything.. But its getting better.

But for sure, I am not going to stay here for a long time. No no, London is not that place.

night concerts

my craaazy familyy

Oh yes, I am working in restaurant.. so sometimes my dinner looks like this. Thank you Vincent!

restaurant

My lovely one of the best best friend!

My boy!!!

sometimes evenings looks like this.. 

London.. Place full of strange strange things.. ;D

My lovely Egle! Coming tired after work.. and find this on my bed. Ohhhh! 

My boys :}

My beautiful lady :}}

Sometimes nights looks like that. Crayfish salad. Hotel room. And rest.

Tipical evening. ;D

My second birthday party! ;*

Drinks

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